my dearest friends !

I do not really understand what is happening to me!
I sometimes private message, the person asks me if she can take a picture, I say yes but since I wrote "All my creations are for my personal use." for me it's obvious that I do not want my images to be used elsewhere, so I say yes.

Here I have a big problem I have answered yes to any person from what Elandria shown as a link to my images are on a site I do not know: Desktop Nexus!

Now I'm sad and angry to have said yes because I know I was talking about a photo and even for personal use!

I feel myself to discredit Elandria!!

I'm always honest, I thank the artists who we donnet stock. I also buy backgrounds and tubes.
I was always open and here I feel bad that this person hurt me.

I really do my photomanipulations my pleasure to get away from my illness I sometimes put an image. Here on DA I was happy to come and see all the nice comments! I was happy that artists like Elandria we lent her image to make photomanipulations and now I feel so sad.
Today throughout my chemotherapy I thought that I was honest, I thank, I put credits.

Yes I gave my permission to any person because these people want to put the picture on their PC that's why I said yes, not a site! it forever. I think it is clear when I write for my own use!!!!! Once a person wanted a picture for a book I refused because the model was not me of course, and the tubes either.

I do not understand English, I know it's not an excuse, but I understood for photoet for personal use. I try to speak English, but in the future if you have a request I will be much more vigilant and I could say I do not understand about me in French.

I hope you know that I am open and honest. I never wanted my images are placed on a site! Because I refused four other similar requests.
If I misunderstood when I have to pay it?

I'm tired of my illness but I'm tired of seeing these stories that hurt me, I never wanted to offend anyone. I think my cancer is poorly me right?

Now I'd like to be left alone and I will once again repeat my photomanipulations are for personal use!!!!

I will need a break because today I'm really sad....
Bye!